almost . . . there . . .
Oct. 23rd, 2003 10:01 pmend of a 13/14 hour day. i NEED this beer. really, i think i'll do some reading tonight, but i SHOULD be going to bed in an hour . . .
my film professor has only asked us to present readings to the class once before. i had to do it with mel that time, but when he asked us to present readings tonight, he pointed straight at me, and asked me to do another one. does he know i feel out of my depth? the other girl he picked has a good grasp on things, so maybe not . . .
i still wig out over not understanding my school.
another reason to (possibly) wig out. i'm having my first blind internet date this weekend. eek! he called me tonight, to make plans, but i was in class, and now it's late . . . he seems cool, but i'm still pretty nervous.
my film professor has only asked us to present readings to the class once before. i had to do it with mel that time, but when he asked us to present readings tonight, he pointed straight at me, and asked me to do another one. does he know i feel out of my depth? the other girl he picked has a good grasp on things, so maybe not . . .
i still wig out over not understanding my school.
another reason to (possibly) wig out. i'm having my first blind internet date this weekend. eek! he called me tonight, to make plans, but i was in class, and now it's late . . . he seems cool, but i'm still pretty nervous.