why is this such a problem?
Jun. 4th, 2003 08:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alexeyei'm finding it difficult to get over j1's neighborboy, and i don't know why. it's really taxing my brain, because i keep thinking about how lame it is to feel let down by this particular guy. i know he's not worth it (even j1 says so, and she's his friend), but that doesn't seem to be making a difference.
resolution: only date boys i'm actually somewhat compatible with. then, if something like this happens, i have an actual reason for feeling bad, instead of just feeling confused.
i'm probably going to see him at yoga tonight, which will be awkward, since we really haven't talked in almost two weeks. i'm half hoping that he won't go, but i want to get this over with. i'm going to see him all the time until i move, since i practically live at j1's place, and the sooner this is put behind us, the better.
resolution 2: stop getting involved with boys who live next door to me or my friends.
resolution: only date boys i'm actually somewhat compatible with. then, if something like this happens, i have an actual reason for feeling bad, instead of just feeling confused.
i'm probably going to see him at yoga tonight, which will be awkward, since we really haven't talked in almost two weeks. i'm half hoping that he won't go, but i want to get this over with. i'm going to see him all the time until i move, since i practically live at j1's place, and the sooner this is put behind us, the better.
resolution 2: stop getting involved with boys who live next door to me or my friends.
