why is this such a problem?

i'm finding it difficult to get over j1's neighborboy, and i don't know why. it's really taxing my brain, because i keep thinking about how lame it is to feel let down by this particular guy. i know he's not worth it (even j1 says so, and she's his friend), but that doesn't seem to be making a difference.

resolution: only date boys i'm actually somewhat compatible with. then, if something like this happens, i have an actual reason for feeling bad, instead of just feeling confused.

i'm probably going to see him at yoga tonight, which will be awkward, since we really haven't talked in almost two weeks. i'm half hoping that he won't go, but i want to get this over with. i'm going to see him all the time until i move, since i practically live at j1's place, and the sooner this is put behind us, the better.

resolution 2: stop getting involved with boys who live next door to me or my friends.

give me my money back!

i'm so annoyed right now. before i left for vegas (two weeks ago tomorrow), i bought hair product at a store near my house, and they double-charged my card for almost $50. that's $50 OVER what i actually bought: nearly $100 total. and it wasn't my credit card, but my debit card, so the money came straight out of my checking account.

i found this out after i got back from my trip, and today marks my SIXTH TRY to get my money back. i've called, i've filed a complaint with my bank, i've gone into the store, and i've faxed my information to them numerous times, and today is the first day they've managed to give me an answer. and i won't know for sure that it's done until next MONDAY. are they kidding? who runs a business this badly? i'm certainly not going back there, and i'm telling all my friends to avoid them, too.

so hear me, one and all: don't shop at kristy's beauty supply on the 4th level of the beverly center!